The days i always dreamt of .
The days well crafted in my mind.
They arrived and now they are to an end!!!
Reluctant to leave the school campus and making an entry to the college,leaving the school memories and making a space for the new ones,saying bye to all those things which we wont find ahead.
the first day at college had a charm of its own dressing up to look your best ,meeting new people ,the fun filled ragging session and an encounter with the college campus.
with time i got adapted with the campus and the people in it, but still something was missing ,looking for friends to carry beyond these four walls,entering there life and becoming a part of it!
this is where i met friends which created memories in my mind to carry with wherever i am.
we almost grew up together,passing out of school as a kid and turning an adult was a phase which we all shared .
where stress only meant exams but in college it was beyond that it was seldom exams
it become a matter of hearts ,fighting for your friends ,being with them even at times they dint expected .
where problems dint meant maths questions but a dealing with a friends heart break, being with them in their families hard time.
and beyond all this making each moment a moment of fun be it attending a boring lecture or being thrown out of class.:P
where regularity never meant attendence but being regular with watching movies.;)
where exam time late night phone calls where on topics not even nearby to the exams,
where unity had a different meaning facing the embaressment togther,the scolding together and also proving that we are the ones who are right despite of knowing that we never were right!.:)
where fighting never meant hitting each other but it could be for fighting for a little bite of choclate.
College makes you face so many phases that sharing them with these people makes you so close with them that even you dont realise what they mean to you.
but now as the of four years of college is coming to an end soon ,we will be part of the professional world where the devil laughter we once shared with friends will be replaced by a smile.
where fighting wont mean a bite of choclate but issues which will be serious.:)
things will change ,time will bring a distance
but we are sure to relive those days wenever we meet!!!!!!!!!!
@for friends who know that they are the ones behind this text:)
@ for friends who know they are special!:)
Friday, March 12, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
jitters of the first interview!!!
THE DAY WHICH WASNT REALLY MUCH AWAITED !!
so finnaly coming out of the protected shell and taking the step forward to join the world and to face it!!
faced sleepless four nights before the "D-day", and indeed it was a long day !!
"usually all good things come to an end but that day gud things actually started ".
leaving home early morning by my mother's blessing and the spark in my father's eye, which actually gave me the courage to bring it on!
i somehow outsmarted several students and cleared the prilimanery written test round, which also came as thrill, giving the written test and then a desperate wait of 4hrs for the results.
for the first time in life the cite of my name in list of the shorlisted student, gave my a kick like never before.
without wasting time i waited outside for my turn for the interview..which wasnt really a cake walk atleast for me!
but the only thing i had in my mind was ,i am here to make day and its now or never.
those dreaded 45 min of life seemed like ages to me,facing the panel who has answer for watever you say, i felt so timid in front of them!!
it somehow went by and then the wait for the final results to be announced ,sitting with friends really scared to face it..the wait went pity long.
again came in cite the panel which had to announce the name of the selected students
and on my name being called out i coudnt help but jumping
we hugged each other ,shouted at peak of our voices
i actully had a close shave with an heart attack that day:P
simply fell in love with my name, never before it was so worth.
coming back home and seeing my parents ,i would say the best feeling in the world is when your mother's eyes are moist and your father tells you that he is proud of you.!!!
the feeling cannot be put into words!:) :)
here i am getting my passion which is nothing but living it as the love of my life ;)
this was how the day that actually turned out to be my day went by!
i cant resist myself from these words,which are not my own but apt as per the situation
" their are some things in life which are priceless" :)
so guys just be desperate for what you want,
the world is your own then
cheerss!
@
so finnaly coming out of the protected shell and taking the step forward to join the world and to face it!!
faced sleepless four nights before the "D-day", and indeed it was a long day !!
"usually all good things come to an end but that day gud things actually started ".
leaving home early morning by my mother's blessing and the spark in my father's eye, which actually gave me the courage to bring it on!
i somehow outsmarted several students and cleared the prilimanery written test round, which also came as thrill, giving the written test and then a desperate wait of 4hrs for the results.
for the first time in life the cite of my name in list of the shorlisted student, gave my a kick like never before.
without wasting time i waited outside for my turn for the interview..which wasnt really a cake walk atleast for me!
but the only thing i had in my mind was ,i am here to make day and its now or never.
those dreaded 45 min of life seemed like ages to me,facing the panel who has answer for watever you say, i felt so timid in front of them!!
it somehow went by and then the wait for the final results to be announced ,sitting with friends really scared to face it..the wait went pity long.
again came in cite the panel which had to announce the name of the selected students
and on my name being called out i coudnt help but jumping
we hugged each other ,shouted at peak of our voices
i actully had a close shave with an heart attack that day:P
simply fell in love with my name, never before it was so worth.
coming back home and seeing my parents ,i would say the best feeling in the world is when your mother's eyes are moist and your father tells you that he is proud of you.!!!
the feeling cannot be put into words!:) :)
here i am getting my passion which is nothing but living it as the love of my life ;)
this was how the day that actually turned out to be my day went by!
i cant resist myself from these words,which are not my own but apt as per the situation
" their are some things in life which are priceless" :)
so guys just be desperate for what you want,
the world is your own then
cheerss!
@
growing up!!
ISNT THAT EASY ??
its very common to come across such lines when succesfull people say "this is what i always wanted to be"!!!
i dont know who comes and tell them dis and how can they be so sure bout it!
i grew up as a teenager having dreams of my own plans to conquer them in my own way!
as kid being a model fascinated me one day and the next day the young bold journilist in news channel ,made me think bout being one!
but dont you think,,we had so many dreams...were they too unrealistic or were we to scared to break our shell and move toward it.
i guess the later one is the answer.
i was a sincere academic scholer in school having a strong academic background that any indian parent could flaunt off in their social network,
but in than mad race i actually forgot were m i heading...is it worth?
i belonged to a lot who actually followed the trend as my inner voice had no answer. i took up the challenge of being an engineer but not from a big banner college,which fetched me the degree but i guess not that strong skills, which you cant do without.
i gave up a seat in an elite college in delhi university and started chasing the dream which was never my own ;).
chasingg the dream my 4yrs of engineering passed by ,n now its to an end..
still looking for the definate answer
i might sound a confused domain person to someone..
but do i really care of what people have to say!
at the age of 21 may be my goals are not 2 clear but my ambitions are :)
and one thing is for sure...
one day i will be famous then i wont say " this is what i alwayz wanted to be";)
enjoyyy life
break the niche and move!!
its very common to come across such lines when succesfull people say "this is what i always wanted to be"!!!
i dont know who comes and tell them dis and how can they be so sure bout it!
i grew up as a teenager having dreams of my own plans to conquer them in my own way!
as kid being a model fascinated me one day and the next day the young bold journilist in news channel ,made me think bout being one!
but dont you think,,we had so many dreams...were they too unrealistic or were we to scared to break our shell and move toward it.
i guess the later one is the answer.
i was a sincere academic scholer in school having a strong academic background that any indian parent could flaunt off in their social network,
but in than mad race i actually forgot were m i heading...is it worth?
i belonged to a lot who actually followed the trend as my inner voice had no answer. i took up the challenge of being an engineer but not from a big banner college,which fetched me the degree but i guess not that strong skills, which you cant do without.
i gave up a seat in an elite college in delhi university and started chasing the dream which was never my own ;).
chasingg the dream my 4yrs of engineering passed by ,n now its to an end..
still looking for the definate answer
i might sound a confused domain person to someone..
but do i really care of what people have to say!
at the age of 21 may be my goals are not 2 clear but my ambitions are :)
and one thing is for sure...
one day i will be famous then i wont say " this is what i alwayz wanted to be";)
enjoyyy life
break the niche and move!!
ITS BOUT ME!!
i am a new blogger
once i started writing blog it feels like i met some old lost connection which was nothing but my inner self ., it is the replacement of " dear dairy"
as a kid i have grown up writing dairy..of nothing special but myself my day. i grew up life became complicated to be put up into words and i lost the connection which i had with my self.
but now with this blog..i can say what i wanna say on things i feel ,for things which connect me to me!!!
once i started writing blog it feels like i met some old lost connection which was nothing but my inner self ., it is the replacement of " dear dairy"
as a kid i have grown up writing dairy..of nothing special but myself my day. i grew up life became complicated to be put up into words and i lost the connection which i had with my self.
but now with this blog..i can say what i wanna say on things i feel ,for things which connect me to me!!!
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