jitters of the first interview!!!

THE DAY WHICH WASNT REALLY MUCH AWAITED !!
so finnaly coming out of the protected shell and taking the step forward to join the world and to face it!!
faced sleepless four nights before the "D-day", and indeed it was a long day !!
"usually all good things come to an end but that day gud things actually started ".
leaving home early morning by my mother's blessing and the spark in my father's eye, which actually gave me the courage to bring it on!
i somehow outsmarted several students and cleared the prilimanery written test round, which also came as thrill, giving the written test and then a desperate wait of 4hrs for the results.
for the first time in life the cite of my name in list of the shorlisted student, gave my a kick like never before.
without wasting time i waited outside for my turn for the interview..which wasnt really a cake walk atleast for me!
but the only thing i had in my mind was ,i am here to make day and its now or never.
those dreaded 45 min of life seemed like ages to me,facing the panel who has answer for watever you say, i felt so timid in front of them!!
it somehow went by and then the wait for the final results to be announced ,sitting with friends really scared to face it..the wait went pity long.
again came in cite the panel which had to announce the name of the selected students
and on my name being called out i coudnt help but jumping
we hugged each other ,shouted at peak of our voices
i actully had a close shave with an heart attack that day:P
simply fell in love with my name, never before it was so worth.
coming back home and seeing my parents ,i would say the best feeling in the world is when your mother's eyes are moist and your father tells you that he is proud of you.!!!
the feeling cannot be put into words!:) :)

here i am getting my passion which is nothing but living it as the love of my life ;)

this was how the day that actually turned out to be my day went by!

i cant resist myself from these words,which are not my own but apt as per the situation
" their are some things in life which are priceless" :)
so guys just be desperate for what you want,
the world is your own then
cheerss!
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growing up!!

ISNT THAT EASY ??
its very common to come across such lines when succesfull people say "this is what i always wanted to be"!!!
i dont know who comes and tell them dis and how can they be so sure bout it!
i grew up as a teenager having dreams of my own plans to conquer them in my own way!
as kid being a model fascinated me one day and the next day the young bold journilist in news channel ,made me think bout being one!
but dont you think,,we had so many dreams...were they too unrealistic or were we to scared to break our shell and move toward it.
i guess the later one is the answer.
i was a sincere academic scholer in school having a strong academic background that any indian parent could flaunt off in their social network,
but in than mad race i actually forgot were m i heading...is it worth?
i belonged to a lot who actually followed the trend as my inner voice had no answer. i took up the challenge of being an engineer but not from a big banner college,which fetched me the degree but i guess not that strong skills, which you cant do without.
i gave up a seat in an elite college in delhi university and started chasing the dream which was never my own ;).
chasingg the dream my 4yrs of engineering passed by ,n now its to an end..

still looking for the definate answer
i might sound a confused domain person to someone..
but do i really care of what people have to say!
at the age of 21 may be my goals are not 2 clear but my ambitions are :)
and one thing is for sure...
one day i will be famous then i wont say " this is what i alwayz wanted to be";)

enjoyyy life
break the niche and move!!

ITS BOUT ME!!

i am a new blogger
once i started writing blog it feels like i met some old lost connection which was nothing but my inner self ., it is the replacement of " dear dairy"
as a kid i have grown up writing dairy..of nothing special but myself my day. i grew up life became complicated to be put up into words and i lost the connection which i had with my self.
but now with this blog..i can say what i wanna say on things i feel ,for things which connect me to me!!!